you again....

rindu tuu muncul lagi

teringat kat senyuman & muka nakal die

aku tak penah, aku tak tertawan dengan muke nakal & manja die

walaupun die tak comel, aku tetap suke tengok muke die

malam nie

aku teringat bayak hal tentang die

yang paling aku rindu

nak cium tapak & belakang tangan die

sedap bau, tak wangi tapi bau die macam sangat indah

aku suke tak tau nak terangkan macam aner bau tuu

aku jer tau 

cepat sangat sume tuu berlalu

aku tak puas lagi nak sayang kat die

tapi nie takdir

aku kene sahut cabaran nie

aku rindu sangat kat die 

:'(

BETTER IN TIME...

It's been the longest winter without you

I didn't know where to turn to

See somehow I can't forget you

After all that we've been through

Going coming

Thought I heard a knock

Who's there no one

Thinking that I deserve it

Now I realize that I really didn't know

If you didn't notice you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All that I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

Even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV

Without something there to remind me

Was it all that easy

To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh

Hurt my feelings but that's the path

I'll believe in

And I know time will heal it

If you didn't notice boy you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

Even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go

So I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you

Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

Even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)

It'll all get better in time

personally, i love this song....it give me a thousand meanings and teach me how to move on....
honestly when all over between "us"... i'm so down... i thought i can't live without "our love" "relationship"....
and especially "dia".... love "dia" so much, more than me and "dia" notice it.... nothing i can do... just accept between "us" its over.... and i suffering..."dia"... show that "dia" so fine with what happen... "dia" always be like that...


for long time, i'm suffering... crying on the middle night... 
whenever everybody get their well sleep...
i can't  stop thinking about "dia".... all the memories, time we had spend together, bad,sadness, good and happiness we have been through together...my love to "dia", concern...
everything seem so worse and bad... 
i'm so lonely....


i'm try to remove or deleting all of it....
but i can't....until now..."dia" still in my heart soul and mind...
for some period i'm facing that time.... cry, cry ,cry and crying....
slowly i'm stop crying and thinking about "dia"


now, there is almost 5 month... our stories being just a memories and history....
time make me better... from day to day....
now i'm living without "dia"... 
seem so hard but i still move on...
time will heals it slowly.... move with every single time than move on... never turn over...


lagu nie betul....dalam kite manganggap "dia" segalanya bagi kite..
sebenarnya "dia" hanya sebahagian dari cerita kita.... dan segalanya hanya masa yang menetukan....
kita masih boleh tersenyum...dan kita masih boleh pulih dari sume kesedihan, kepahitan dan kegelapan....
dengan hanya tunggu masa yang mengubahnya....masanya akan tiba.... tak perlu dipaksa atau memaksa.... 

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

Even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go

So I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you

Yes I will

* my love, if you read this blog...pls notice this....

i'm still love you, so much and too much

even though i know it impossible to us get back in together

u right everything will going fine

thanks to you... you  and you....  

everytime we touch

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side

dedicate to my lovely 
mycimunkkucayunk


*this is wat i feeling... truly is i need and still love you

memories....

now i still awake... around 1.25 a.m....
standing alone watching other people sleep and make a dream..
and I... remembering all the moments and memories that i have with them...
fuhh.... it too hard when my mind restore back all the memories and moment....
feel just want to run away or go back to the past and not doing any mistake..
which is i not regret to lost them...

still remember....

1st time i know "you"...
I don't like you... but night of Syawal make two of us so close.. maybe until now..
having chat until 6 am in the 1st Syawal.... make my "malam Raya" nice and sweet...
since that night.... I have u for whole my life until I lost u...
I through all my day and night with you, you and you...
even thought we rarely met, we are close to each other...
and love you so much more than you know....
call and massage our best friend... connecting us...
laugh, cry, sad, happiness, difficulty, we have been true together....
it just over when I leave you and I suffering... leaving without you by my side...
I try to fix it... but its too late... and you go away without looking at me again...
it been a year to me to get it over... you giving a big impact to my life.......
I still remember... u always want this...

" swtheart nak sentiasa no 1 dalam hati beby"

the last wishing from u...

"boleh tak walau per pun yang terjadi, i nak jadi yang 1st dalam hati you"

I know you still love me and I always do...
there are so many stories goes when we together..
I can't delete all the memories and the moment that we have...
I keep deep inside my heart and mind...
you are the best moment i have even i meet other one in my love
my love never end...
now you are my friend... maybe forever and ever..

i dedicate this text for
my swtheart






dear, it still fresh...

the 1st moment I know "you".... it was in Tagged...
add you to be my friend by just looking at your profile...
didn't know I will fall in love with you.... I never knew that....
1st time we're met... at Time Square... before I start working on evening...
and you.. after the blood donation....
1st tragedy... you shaking my coke bottle until we get wet...
you made it....I paid the plaster for you... because you are bleeding...
you go back home and I start working with the good feeling about us...
there too many moment and memories that I want state here....unfortunately
its too sweet and good to say here... I keep it as my greatest secrete...
your are the best person I have...
I love u more than anyone....
until now, even we are not together yet...
you still in my heart and I alway love and be yours...
I'm so lost when you are leaving me...go away from me...
my heart is empty.... my soul is suffering...
you never know because I is not you...
you never be at my place...
 I know that my mistake.. let you go even I don't want so....
there my mistake....
there something you know....
I always love you, miss you and remembering you...
more than you know dear...

dedicate this text for
mycimukkucayunk

?!!!!

memories......

there are lots about memories that i actually never knew and understand what is it.

what did i know, the past event or situation that happened and leaved a such impact on our lifes.

that memories for me...

memories.....

there are 2 types of memories that control by brain, short-term memories and long-term memories....

i know the function of these two type but what i'm still confuse and questioning is....

WHY, our past memories control by long-term memories?!

until know... i don't get the answer.

memories.....

can be a sweet, nice and happy.

also can be a bad, terrible, sad, disappointed and other.

makes a people life varieties and colorful.

makes people cry and smile.

hurt and happy.

WHY it be a long-term memories that we never can delete it?!

need the answer for these question......

?!!!!

memories......

there are lots about memories that i actually never knew and understand what is it.

what did i know, the past event or situation that happened and leaved a such impact on our lifes.

that memories for me...

memories.....

there are 2 types of memories that control by brain, short-term memories and long-term memories....

i know the function of these two type but what i'm still confuse and questioning is....

WHY, our past memories control by long-term memories?!

until know... i don't get the answer.

memories.....

can be a sweet, nice and happy.

also can be a bad, terrible, sad, disappointed and other.

makes a people life varieties and colorful.

makes people cry and smile.

hurt and happy.

WHY it be a long-term memories that we never can delete it?!

need the answer for these question......

?!!!!

memories......

there are lots about memories that i actually never knew and understand what is it.

what did i know, the past event or situation that happened and leaved a such impact on our lifes.

that memories for me...

memories.....

there are 2 types of memories that control by brain, short-term memories and long-term memories....

i know the function of these two type but what i'm still confuse and questioning is....

WHY, our past memories control by long-term memories?!

until know... i don't get the answer.

memories.....

can be a sweet, nice and happy.

also can be a bad, terrible, sad, disappointed and other.

makes a people life varieties and colorful.

makes people cry and smile.

hurt and happy.

WHY it be a long-term memories that we never can delete it?!

need the answer for these question......