you again....

rindu tuu muncul lagi
teringat kat senyuman & muka nakal die
aku tak penah, aku tak tertawan dengan muke nakal & manja die
walaupun die tak comel, aku tetap suke tengok muke die

malam nie
aku teringat bayak hal tentang die
yang paling aku rindu
nak cium tapak & belakang tangan die
sedap bau, tak wangi tapi bau die macam sangat indah
aku suke tak tau nak terangkan macam aner bau tuu
aku jer tau 

cepat sangat sume tuu berlalu
aku tak puas lagi nak sayang kat die
tapi nie takdir
aku kene sahut cabaran nie

aku rindu sangat kat die 
:'(


BETTER IN TIME...

It's been the longest winter without you

I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through



Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok



[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time



I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings



If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok



[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time



Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will



[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time






personally, i love this song....it give me a thousand meanings and teach me how to move on....
honestly when all over between "us"... i'm so down... i thought i can't live without "our love" "relationship"....
and especially "dia".... love "dia" so much, more than me and "dia" notice it.... nothing i can do... just accept between "us" its over.... and i suffering..."dia"... show that "dia" so fine with what happen... "dia" always be like that...


for long time, i'm suffering... crying on the middle night... 
whenever everybody get their well sleep...
i can't  stop thinking about "dia".... all the memories, time we had spend together, bad,sadness, good and happiness we have been through together...my love to "dia", concern...
everything seem so worse and bad... 
i'm so lonely....


i'm try to remove or deleting all of it....
but i can't....until now..."dia" still in my heart soul and mind...
for some period i'm facing that time.... cry, cry ,cry and crying....
slowly i'm stop crying and thinking about "dia"


now, there is almost 5 month... our stories being just a memories and history....
time make me better... from day to day....
now i'm living without "dia"... 
seem so hard but i still move on...
time will heals it slowly.... move with every single time than move on... never turn over...


lagu nie betul....dalam kite manganggap "dia" segalanya bagi kite..
sebenarnya "dia" hanya sebahagian dari cerita kita.... dan segalanya hanya masa yang menetukan....
kita masih boleh tersenyum...dan kita masih boleh pulih dari sume kesedihan, kepahitan dan kegelapan....
dengan hanya tunggu masa yang mengubahnya....masanya akan tiba.... tak perlu dipaksa atau memaksa.... 





Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time



Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you

Yes I will


* my love, if you read this blog...pls notice this....

i'm still love you, so much and too much
even though i know it impossible to us get back in together
u right everything will going fine
thanks to you... you  and you....