suddenly falling in love.

for so many years i spending my life loving my ex. suddenly i falling in love once again with someone i just meet that night. i falling in love, jatuh cinta pandang pertama.

maybe you never realise or maybe ignore the thing i do to know you deeper. i just realise love not that easy. every tyme i try to make it happen you nicely rejecting me. thanks. but please give me some chance to get close with you.

for so many tyme not in this situation, falling in love, every thing seem so exciting for me. every thing look like i want be the best for you. but i still don't get any opportunity to prove it that i really serious and looking forward for next step.

i just need your gud respond, some sign that i have that chance to hold you. you look like playing something with me. sometime you hold me close to you than u let me go far away from you. you make me crazy. i'm crazy on you.

every tyme i'm asking you out you rejecting me but nicely lar. i'm offering you to pick up you home or sending you to work you still rejecting me. i don't have any chance and tyme to talk and be close with you. i just want lnow u deeply. i want takecare and loving u as much as i can, as long as i can be.

i never be like this. i damnly want you to be mine. give a chance to prove that you deserve me and i deserve to be with you. and what we have is worth it.

tonight, i'm just crying. deep inside me know that i don't have that chance. i'm crying because u never give me a chance to prove my self. i'm just know that u never be mine. i'm just weak to through all of this feeling.

thanks for who helping me. thank you so much. i really appreciate it. i'm not giving up but i let tyme tell me something. sowie cos falling in love with you.

the weak one,
me......

love to be single

rsanya since break dgn si die i think single is better but still merindu rindu lar. other than everything seem so good.

tak der hati nak kne jga
tak der bnda nk kecik hati
tak der bnda nk di rajukkan
tak der bnda nk kne pk sgt
tak der wet nk kne kuar byk slaen utk dri sndri
tak der bnda nk digadohkan
tak bnda yg sensitif
tak der bnda nk ingt mcm anniversary, birthday, date dating
tak der bnda nk plan
tak der bnda merutum jiwa
tak der bnda nk kecewa
tak der bnda nk diletihkan

my life now, myself and family.
better better and better
der hikmah kenapa jadi sume bnda nie
mungkin saat aku kerinduan tuu wat aku lebih mnghargai die, walaupn die dh xder.

yg penting, single life is better
if der someone yg nk, just try to pen back my heart. can deal maaaa...
so single is fine

m m y & m a

this is the alphabets for describe you and me.
never done with loving, missing you.
that something i can't tell the world about us.
how important you?
how much love?
i just hope you're here, hold my hand, accompany me.
i just hope you never left me.
just hope u never hate me like this.
that my hope.... only hope.
i try to searching another love.
but it never exist, only for you.
when i miss you, try to look at your photo but i can't.
imaging we're together be4.
and end up with this sad story.
i know you never come back.
but the hope still there.
for me and you.
still loving you,
hugs kisses, your m a