NJ muncul & meninggalkan kesan

aku masih memburu NA. tak penah penat, keep trying and trying event kene reject kau2 puyer hahahha that how i love NA.

dalam perjalan menawan hati NA, tibe muncul NJ yang junior yang xpernah bertegur sapa. tibe2 menjadi satu rutin setiap hari bercakap dan whatsaap. lebih kurang mcm partner dh lar.

pada mulanya tidak terselit apa2 niat or perasaan. cuma banyak gurauan yang menyatakan aku minat kat die tapi bukan niat. lama kelamaan, hari ke hari, aku semakin rasa yang aku takut kehilangan die. glabah bapak bile die merajuk. i didn't notice with what i feel.

one of my junior said mybe i into NJ. but i denial it. just said NJ is my froend and NJ is my junior not more than that.

suddenly, something happen between us, me and NJ. last 2 days. make me notice that i have small part of feeling toward NJ. just being disappointed with what happen. xsangka NJ macam tuu. die leh jujut dengan aku. tak perlu owang laen yg sampaikan pada aku.

that tyme tengah sakit, mood swing than tau pasal that thing mmg swing abis. just kesal dengan per yang jadi. baru nak baek dengan die. baru nak rapat. baru nak rasa i own this world but suddenly it happen.

agak sedih and down but tak setruk ble aku down psl NA. but NJ still get touch my heart. die sentuh ati aku walaupun hanya seketika.

walaupun NA tetap dihati aku, tp NJ telah berjaya mencuri sedikit ruang hati aku untuk die. and now u hurt it

to NJ,

thanks for everything, sowie for my bad and mistake. i'm not realize that you and me will be not together. arap NJ bertemu dengan owang yang baek and sempurna.

thanks penah wat i feel i own this world. and thanks for the thing that me us like that. gud luck and i always love you.