you and me never been together

how sad be me?!
i always know that i never been with you.
but what?!!
i still keep remember and loving you.
even for a while, you mean lot to me.

my little sis say,
kak cik der owang nak kat ko ko tak nak.
how can i said??!!!
some that want me, i don't want. i try my best to be with but still cannot make it.

what i want now is NA and NJ.
only them can make my heart "berbunga2 indah".
no one can understands
no one can feel what i feel now

NA keep rejecting me.
NJ going far far away from me since that things happen.
now i just realize that NA and NJ never be mine and we never be together.

only my close junior and little sis knows.
how bad being me?!!!!
keep looking for something i know not belong to me.
love and what i feeling, i'm not forcing them to.
it just come, just like that "tick".

sowie for loving both, NA and NJ.
both of you stole my heart.
i just hope u keep hold me.
but!!!
it is impossible.

what should i do now?
just keep loving them.
as i did now.

for them,
thanks cos tibe2 muncul,
and wat i rsa something evry special toward it.
i keep my word, keep going love u and never left u.
thanks thank and thank

you and me never been together.
tulang rusuk both of you tak matching dgn tulang i.