My Love Never End...

First of all, Congrats Dear Ex... for the good news that i just heard yesterday.

It been almost 3 years, since October 2010... we are decide to leave each other.

2008, be a best moment in my life, knowing you and we are start being a good friend.

2009 - 2010, i got the great and awesome life with you, loving you, spend our tyme together, share every single thing, be a great bestfriend and perfect partner. I own this world when i with you. All the great, ups and downs moment.

October 2010, we're in critical phase, every thing are change, we fight even for a small matter, we broke each other heart and the end we end up this beautiful relationship.

Since that day, i try my best to fix every thing, every single mistake that i made but still not working, to you be with me again. 

Since that day, i'm crying over and over, night by night, day by day. I just can't imagine me without you.

Since that day, i fight with my self, encourage my self, telling my own self that you and me never be together. It been a year to persuade my own self, accept that the reality, realize it. 

Since that day, i try my best try not to relate anything about me with you. It been another year to face the fact that i need to let you go and live my life without you. No more You and Me and Me and You. I think i'm doing great even deep inside me still suffer. 

Since that day, to accept all the reality and take another step forward, i just got a good news from someone  that you now legally own by someone else. I just realize how much i love you. how hurt it is. its kill me, i cant believe it. i'm cry and cry, over and over again. all the memories pop up and it hurt. almost 3 years i'm try to cure my own self, but nothing change my love for you. yesterday i just realize i still love you, so much and too much. all my heart. "hancur hatiku mengenang dikau menjadi keping keping setelah kau pergi" 

It hurting me, still... 

Dear Ex, since first tyme i tell you that i love you on YM until tonite, my love for you still the same way i felt before. 

Dear Ex, i'm happy for you... tuu doa i setiap malam supaya you bahagia. Sakit tuu biar i jer yang rasa. I redho syg...

Start from this moment, I lepaskan you, i redho jika nie dugaan/ujian Allah untuk i, i redho jika bahagia you nie, kedukaan i. 

But keep in you mind, my love for you never end. i always love you... 

kisses, hugs, love from me,

Jue :'(